Anyway, the wedding is this coming Sunday in the Toronto area.
And I leave tomorrow to drive to the city I fly out of. It takes 8 hours to drive there. And I am doing it all by my lonesome. Apparently in the midst of a southern snow storm. Although I hear the snow is supposed to let up by tomorrow morning. I sure hope so! Keep your fingers crossed.
I will be alone in a car for 8 hours. That will be a lot of time to think. And to sing!
When I get to the city I am staying at a hotel in a room with a king sized bed! I booked the room last minute tonight on Hotels.com and the king room was the same price (well, a little less actually) as what I would have paid for a double room on the hotel's website. Have to love getting deals like that!
Then on Thursday I fly out to Toronto! I am a little afraid of flying. I have only flown three times (I count the return trips, not each individual flight) and each time I was with family. This time I am all alone! I did it alone with a 10 month old. I should be OK right? Anyway, I have my ereader loaded up with a wide selection of books and I packed my ear plugs for my iPhone in case I need music to calm me. If all else fails, my emergency anxiety meds will be used.
I am a little apprehensive about travelling all by myself. It's going to be tough leaving tomorrow morning. Especially the kids. I have never even been away from my three year old. Especially not for this long. I know he and his big brother will do just fine. I am more worried about myself. The last two days I have been a wee bit weepy, constantly on the verge of tears. I hope I am not a hot mess when I drop off the youngest at his sitter's tomorrow morning.
Needless to say my anxiety has been high the last few days. I am doing my best to keep it at bay. Just breathe I keep saying.
So, I just wanted to let you all know that I will be away on vacation for about a week. The 30 Day Blog Challenge will return when I get back home and settled.
Hope you all have a great week and don't miss me too much!
Here is a sneak peak at my best man dress I get to wear for the wedding...
|Love the colour!|